I met my first weight lose goal and excedded it by 2! 33 lbs gone and hope to never see them again, unless it is baby weight. My clothes fit better and I feel better--more energy. Now, if we could only get pregnant, life would be sweet.
I went to the hospital for bloodwork yesterday and it really hit me when I looked at the paper and it said INFERTILITY TEST as the reason for the work. YIKES! I'm so scared I will never be able to have a baby. I want it so bad. We would be such good parents and I don't know if I can live if I can't have a child.
Well, the upbeat post went south quickly.....that's the way my life is these days. Moods governed by what my temperature is in the morning. It sucks. But back to feeling "thinner"........ I lifted 3 10lb bags of potatoes the last time I was at the grocery store, that is a lot of weight. Not that I am happy where I am, but it has to have done some good.
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